[digital insanity]

12.22.2004

Redesigned

Got bored and redesigned the blog... in like 5 minutes... at school! Enjoy!
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12.20.2004

To me... you're strange and your beautiful....

...you'll be so perfect with me but you just cant see...

Oh my god... what a ride I have been through in the last couple of weeks. Well... lets see, since my last actual post, I have made friends, lost friends, fell apart, and put back together. Ok, let me st art off by saying school isn't going well, mainly because of all the calsses im taking... 7 calsses is to much. Damn journolism is what has been fucking me up. too much is asked in that class, to the point where i fell behind in every class. Other than that one side note my personal life really hasn't changed all that much... eat sleep school work I guess... emotionally though, it has been rough.. I really truly think that no one is out there for me... I am giving up on Jess... too many bad BAD habits. She knows what I am talkinga bout and I really dont want to list them all. After observing what true love is, it isn't physical attraction, but mental attraction. And that is the problem with most high school students, i am realizing. my self included. it isn't about looks at all, it is if you can talk with a person for an extended amount of time about absolutly nothing, or philisophical values... if I can find just one girl, who is like that, I will be happy as ever, but that process of finding someone like that is a long one. Any girl that I attempt to talk to looks at me and thinks I am a lazy computer geek with ZERO social skills and refuzes to listen to other people's feelings and emotions... when I am the exact opposite, i Listen to everyone, especally when they are going through some rough times... Today, Maria and Amanda broke ties, with no suprize... There was too much drama between the two and I really do think amanda was the one who had no resistance. As I am sitting here, listening to the chillout sessions, I am very lax, just like at school, but no one can be that way, ever. it seems to be too hard for even the smartest of people to see. you are happier when you are lax. I have grown to known that, and it bothers teachers because they dont think I can get anything done... but thats ok with me, at least im semienjoying my self as I learn pointless facts. If you really want my opinion of matters that are happening with in the school, or for that matter general advice for the World... every day, give yourself at least and hour to just sit back, but relaxing music on, and reflect. whether it be befor you go to sleep, or channeling your thoughts into a journal or a blog like this one. if you really want my opinion, I would like to be with maria, but thats because I know I can talk with her about pretty much anything, and she knows that she can come to me with her problems. but thats just me. Oh yeah, me and josh are putting together an album, we have beem using SONY ACID to create tracks... hopefully he can bring over all of his material tomorrow so we can create our cd... Well, it is 11:00 and I need to sleep for tomorrow... I wish everyone reading this a Merry Christmas and Happy new year... see you in 2k5!!!

PEACE!!! DiZZY!

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JEFF!!! My other Cousin! Posted by Hello
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Kumail!!! My cousin! From Pakistan! Posted by Hello
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Maria in my glasses! Posted by Hello
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A real, fake copy of Windows XP! Posted by Hello
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Another, better, picture of Jess... Im thinking of giving up on her... Posted by Hello
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The Nook... Posted by Hello
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Dj dustn? no, oh hell no... Posted by Hello
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Me and Josh's Sign... for Transcendentalistic ideas Posted by Hello
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That is soap... but it doesn't look like soap not does it? Posted by Hello
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Thats Nikki... Enough said! Posted by Hello
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Jay and Jerica... 2 co-workers.. Posted by Hello
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Amanda makes Dustin Pretty Posted by Hello
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12.14.2004

I hate Journalism!!

Oh how I have Journalism... Big update coming soon...
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12.07.2004

Big update Soon..

Don't worry, i didn't die or anything, I am just buzy, will blog this weekend...

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