[digital insanity]


The Struggle...

I just want to move ahead
I just want to free myself - but it's a struggle
I just want to stay in bed
I just want to be myself - but it's a struggle
posted by DiZZY at 23:47 | link | 0 comments


Wow... changes...

I AM going to keep this blog, but not as my personal blog. This is now my rant journal. If you want more optimistic views on things, go to http://www.myspace.com/dizzydj

posted by DiZZY at 01:38 | link | 0 comments


Where did all the Blogs Go?

People... WHY ARE YOU GETTING RID OF YOUR BLOGS... I see brits is gone... Josh rarely updates... dustin rarely updates... come on people... it isn't that time consuming! Even for a LITTLE update... Oh well... Since the white castle incident... every one has freaked out and that sucks... i will continue to bring the truth, and because of that... my blog shall last AT LEAST another year or two :)

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posted by DiZZY at 02:21 | link | 3 comments


How long do I last in bed?
by DesideroAmor
Real Name
Birthdate (MM/DD/YY)
Favorite Color
Quiz created with MemeGen!

Hahaha, I found that quiz on the net... very funny...

I did one for josh and it said 2hr.39min so I win... what you ask... NOTHING! YAY!
posted by DiZZY at 01:37 | link | 0 comments


So I asked myself, "Why?"

Right.. so welcome back... to the world that we call reality... yes, that thing that you dont like but put up with anyway... not that im suggesting suicide, cause that is worse that reailty... im talking about virtual reality, its a great place where your worries are... um... not thought about... unless you type them... into a blog... well.. enought about the talk of virtualy reality and anything like that... I would like to bring the attention of my bowl of chips I ate... they were good.. but then as the TV shined on the bowl.. it looked greasy.. and i felt nasty.. but then, i remembered the important thing... they were damn good! It has been another week, kind of... and I actaully can say something is going to hopefully change in my life... no, i dont have a girl friend yet, but I do have an interview at Best Buy tomorrow (technically tomorrow... cause it is 11:30pm)and I NEED this job... cause ya know, I hate k-mart... it sucks.. and you can quote me on this next statement... K-Mart will become the WORST department store ever because of the lack of intelligence that is held within their hoome entertainment choises. Not only are they one of the worst, I feel embarased to sell that bottom barrel of electronics. MOving on, I need a girl friend... one that is... uh.. not childish, and can make comments on thins other than saying something random... and no poking... and not younger than me... cause that WAS the problem... well, im gonna shift topics back to music, cause that is my life... kinda... If you haven't heard the song "Heartbeat" by Annie, your missing out, it is a great song, as it "Eve of the War"(Tom Middleton Cosmos Mix) by Jeff Wayne. Awesome tracks, awesome trance. Oh yeah... GTASA, officially ADULTS ONLY! YAY! the ESRB has fucked a bunch of hard working people and idiots of them selfs. Well, the daily show is on, and i LOVE that political satire. Very Funny. HAve a good day everyone!

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posted by DiZZY at 23:31 | link


The daily update... only not really dally...

Right... so... me... updates... not much on this end... I haven't done much. as usual... because, ya know... work... and more work.. no sleep... but work...

36-ish Hours of no Sleep
Right, so, let me explain this to you. I woke up at 1:30pm on Thursday and didn't think much of it because even though I slept a good 12 hrs. As the day went on, i didn't feel tired at all, played a round of golf (18 holes) and was out with Brit and Dustin for a good portion of the night... even tho brit worked... I was with dustin for most of the day... and went home... played CSS, and watched a couple of movies... Harold and Kumar.. Family Guy Freakin' sweet collection... and Shaun of the Dead, slept for >1 hour (thats less than one hour) and then proceeded to go about my day as if I had slept... sure, while I was a work that day, it sucked... i felt somewhat tired and groggy, but overall it was fine. Got home at about 445 (cause it was an 8a to 430p shift) and then went to a movie with Josh (back from camp), Brit and Dustin. We saw Wedding Crashers, good movie, very funny... my only complaint was the some of the extremely bad dialogue... but it was forgivable because they did the cutting like a movie should... I want ti go see the island... because the cutting, directing and dialogue, let alone the plot looks intreging... but ANYWAY... we went to Applebees and got drinks and food... there was breakdown of one member of the crew, who shall remain nameless and then we went home. And I slept for a good 10 hrs before...

36 Holes of Golf

...I had to play 36 holes of Golf with my father. it was great though... even tho it was almost 100 degrees here... that sucked... but that was about it.We played at a place called Maple Grove that was just outside of Rochester. It was a nice course, the scenery was amazing... but it was hilly... and that sucked... but it was.. nice... I played pretty well.. better than usual, and we god done at about 1p... it was great... then we went to Willow Creek and played little willow... i did... ok.

Retail is a bad business strategy
Right, I work at k-mart, as you all may know... and I have come to the sonclusion that Retail is the worst business ever... not that it doesn't make money... its just that the timing of product switches and seasonal items becoming scarce is very poorly planned. Since it has been over 80 degrees with high humidity here in Rochester we have had alot of people ask for Pool and Sprinklers and whatnot... but we haven't had any because they are now "out of season" because we are doing the back-to-school-depressing-to-all-who-are-students-that-work-there thing. yes, thats right, it is all one word... it is great getting cussed out because we dont have inflatable pools and what not, and to tell them it is out of seasons just pisses them off even more... it is, get this, THE MIDDLE OF FUCKING JULY... and it is out of season... where's the logic? Oh wait... this is america, we dont use logic...

Rants, Raves, and General Opinion...
..of what has gone on in the last couple of weeks... so there is Karl Rove.. right, a top white house tool who is a minion to the president... as we all know... he leaked a CIA agent's name to a CNN reporter, Matt Cooper, who is out of jail because he turned orver his sources... but then there is the other New York Times chick... Judith Miller who didn't even print a story... but was researching it... which begs the question... if I were to be researching a story at my school and the administration found out that it was about corruption within the administration, would I be red flagged and be told to tell then who-said-what or be suspended or expelled? Honestly, if anonamous tips becaome scarce, not only is professional journalism screwed, any small time, unknown publication that finds something out that is somewhat substantial to a story, but could endanger someone or something that is important, is sued and told to reviel sources because it could do something unbeneficial, do they have to or are they protected by our first ammendment? Another big thing that has happened is the GTA "Hot Coffee" mod. Although I haven't tried it... it enables content supposedly "within the original code of the game that was previously inexessable." because of the mod, or lack thereof the ESRB is investigating Rockstar Games because if something surfaces that makes it available in, oh lets say.. the PS2 and XBOX versions... then not only is it in the game, but is hackable and readily available for anyone who knows their way around a gameshark/codebreaker. in essence, if GTASA gets an AO rating, not only will the ESRB look like fools, but so will the gaming industry. not only is the rating system flawed, and we all know that, but this will make them re-think the system and make it either more strict, become Governmentally controled, a new entity will take over, or they will change the ratings to be more comprehensive and add acouple more ratings so there is a PG-13-like rating ditinguish T and M ratings.

On that now, i bid you all farewell. I ask you read the post below this one, because that song's lyrics are true... for the most part... if you were to think about them... especially the very end lyrics about the guy on the street... Work now for me... at kmart, as usual... oh yeah, I might get my shoemart job back... lets all hope for that... PEACE

\/-_-\/ - Im Richard Nixon.. vote for me :p
posted by DiZZY at 15:43 | link | 2 comments


Its so true...

Why is marijuana not legal? Why is marijuana not legal?
It’s a natural plant that grows in the dirt.
Do you know what’s not natural?
80 year old dudes with hard-ons. That’s not natural.
But we got pills for that.
We’re dedicating all our medical resources to keeping the old guys erect,
but we’re putting people in jail for smoking something that grows in the dirt?

You know we have more prescription drugs now.
Every commercial that comes on TV is a prescription drug ad.
I can’t watch TV for four minutes without thinking
I have five serious diseases.
Like: “Do you ever wake up tired in the morning?”
Oh my god I have this, write this down.
Whatever it is, I have it.
Half the time you don’t even know what the commercial is…
people running through fields or flying kites or swimming in the ocean.
I’m like that is the greatest disease ever.
How do you get that?
That disease comes with a hot chick and a puppy.

The schools now… It is all about self-esteem in the schools.
Build the kids’ self-esteem,
make them feel good about themselves.
If everybody grows up with high self-esteem,
who is going to dance in our strip clubs?
What’s going to happen to our porno industry?
These women don’t just grown on trees.
It takes lots of drunk daddys missing a lot of dance recitals
before you decide to blow a goat on the internet for fifty bucks.
And if that disappears,
where does that leave me on a Friday
with my new high speed connection?

Masterminds are another word that comes up all the time.
You keep hearing about these uh these terrorists masterminds
that get killed in the middle east.
Terrorists masterminds.
Mastermind is sort of a lofty way to describe
what these guys do, don’t you think?
They’re not masterminds.
“OK, you take bomb, right? And you put in backpack.
Then you get on bus and you blow yourself up.”
“Why do I have to blow myself up? Why don’t I put…”
“Who’s the fucking mastermind here? Me or you?”

Americans, let’s face it: We’ve been a spoiled country for a long time.
Do you know what the number one health risk in America is?
Obesity, obesity.
They say we’re in the middle of an obesity epidemic.
An epidemic like it is polio.
Like we’ll be telling our grand kids about it one day.
The Great Obesity Epidemic of 2004.
“How’d you get through it grandpa?”
“Oh, it was horrible Johnny,
there was cheesecake and pork chops everywhere.”

Nobody knows why were getting fatter
Look at our lifestyle.
I’ll sit at a drive thru.
I’ll sit there for I'll sit there behind fifteen other cars instead of getting up to
make the eight foot walk to the totally empty counter.
Everything is mega meal, super sized.
Want biggie fries with that?, want a jumbo fries with that?, want to go large.
You want to have thirty burgers for a nickel you fat mother fucker.
There’s room in the back. Take it!
Want a 55 gallon drum of Coke with that?
It’s only three more cents.

Sometimes you have to suffer a little in your youth
to motivate yourself to succeed in later life.
Do you think if Bill Gates got laid in high school,
do you think there’d be a Microsoft?
Of course not.
You got to spend a long time stuffed in your own locker with your underwear
wedged up your ass before you start thinkin
“I’m going to take of the world with computers! you'll see, I’ll show them.”

We’re in one of the richest countries in the world,
but the minimum wage is lower now than it was thirty five years ago.
There are homeless people everywhere.
This homeless guy asked me for money the other day.
I was about to give it to him and then
I thought he was going to use it on drugs or alcohol.
And then I thought, that’s what I’m going to use it on.
Why am I judging this poor bastard.
People love to judge homeless guys.
Like if you give them money they’re just going to waste it.
He's gonna waste the money.
Well, he lives in a box, what do you want him to do?
Save it up and buy a wall unit.
Take a little run to the store for a throw-rug and a cd rack.
He’s homeless.
I walked behind this guy the other day.
A homeless guy asked him for money.
He looks right at the homeless guy and says,
"Why don’t you go get a job you bum?"
People always say that to homeless guys "get a job" like it's always that easy.
This homeless guy was wearing his underwear outside his pants.
Outside his pants.
I’m guessing his resume isn’t all up to date.
I’m predicting some problems during the interview process.
I’m pretty sure even McDonalds has an
“underwear goes inside the pants” policy.
Not that they enforce it very strictly,
but technically I’m sure it is in the books.

Lazyboy TV - "Underwear goes inside the Pants"
The most truthful song ever...
posted by DiZZY at 03:32 | link | 0 comments


Why must it be so damn complicated?

Welcome to Minnesota! Home of the governmental shutdown! Here, we host democrats and republicans to a standard, unlike most states. Our standard is... uh... oh shit, do we have one? OH wait, I found it... I guess these rules are out of date, sorry! A budget is what will screw up everything, and because of that who pays for this? We do. now, 9,000 people were just laid off, our economy is shatters, and both political regimes are pointing fingers at each other. How lame can it get? Honestly, I think the Minnesota government would be better if High Schoolers ran the weakly organized government. They needed to agree on a budget that they knew was going to be the reason for much of the way things were run within the state, but instead, they were to lax and enraged that they were in the same room as "the enemy" and didn't decide on important, life-changing decisions. Greedy bastards, thats what they are. Can we rely on our government for anything other than bickering and TV advertising? Oh yeah, I forgot, NO! All political parties do is screw with each other, not knowing why, but they do it anyway. Sure, politial parties did start in the early 1800s because of slavery, but for them to stay as an instution, there is something wrong with that. Politial parties are just as bad as religions, they make you believe in things to make sure you really do want to be labeled that political party. Much like religion, only there is no god... wait.. THERE IS A GOD LIKE FIGURE IN POLITICAL PARTIES, they are called the presidential elects and/or senate/house majority/minorty leaders (note right now, it would be republican senate/house majority and democrat senate/house minority). Well, im done ranting there... it seems pointless since only 4 people read my blog... moving on...

[digitalnothingness].com is moving alot quite nicely. We had our forums up, our tracker up and an RSS feed. So, looking ahead here is our timeframe

July 2005 - 2 podcasts, begin planing "Summer Sessions Vol. 1"
August 2005 - 2 Podcasts, mix "Summer Sessions Vol. 1," hopefully get ok to launch album at first school mixer
September 2005 - 1-ish podcasts, Album launch @ mixer (hopefully), distribute album via bit torrent and School Newspaper by placing ad in it.

As for personal news, I have none...

So, thats all for tonight...

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posted by DiZZY at 02:06 | link | 0 comments


YAY! I did it!

Hello everyone! I would just like to let you know that [digitalnothingness] has arrived!


go there...
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Errors and Windows and Work Oh MY!

HEEELLLOOO EVERYBODY! Well, life is grand isn't it? summer break is going great, digital nothingness has gotten off the ground (kinda, more on that later) and i am once again having issues with my damn windows install...

Once again, has Windows become unstable due to some nasty javascript and whatnot, and because of that, I cant do anything in the Normal Boot of Windows, but I can do everything in my Safe Mode Boot. Makes me mad! I installed Konfabulator2 on XP and i think I got a bad windget, no shock there, it is windows. i got the data exception error, and it wouldn't let ANYTHING work. If I have to reinstall Windoze, im gonna kill. honestly, why should I have to reinstall my Windows PC because of microsoft's lazyness!!! GR!!!! >< AVG Anti-Virus is almost done now... 2 infected objects... all javascript. i am listening to Inside Mac Radio, and it is very intertaining. As usual, it is pretty much the same Podcasts i have been listening to for about a month now. TWiT, Off the Wall/Off the Hook (2600) and Inside Mac Radio are my favorite Podcasts... Very entertaining This Week in Tech in (TWiT). Leo and the TSS gang (pre-g4) all are on there. It makes me pretty happy to see that they can all get together. They need to get Megan Morone, morgan Webb, Jessica Corbin, and the ORIGINAL Woman of Tech Kate Botello. if you dont know who she is then, I really dont care :) No, actually, she did The Screensavers before Pat took over and Then joined our good friend Adam Sessler (he really isn't my friend) on Extended Play and Gamespot. both were ZDTV shows. ZDTV was TechTV before Ziff Davis sold it. The whoever had TechTV sold to Comcast, formed G4techTV and then sadly it went to G4tv. Arrgh, i want ZDTV back!

Well, since we are on the topic of podcasts, the Digital nothingness Podcast should be up before the end of the year :) Well, I lie, by then end of the summer. We (meaning me) have to learn how to do this and I need to find a BitTorrent Tracker to host my files (I think i am going to have to ask for some cash per month for a webserver hosted by Xtrematrix)

Well, since I really donthave time to blog now, i am going to leave you with that snippit. I gotta figure out my hosting options and whatnot.

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posted by DiZZY at 23:30 | link | 1 comments


The End of an Era, The Beginning of A New...

HI everyone! Hows it going. Good, real good. Me? Oh, im fine. School is over for the year, but it doesn't seem like it. I have a feeling that working 40 hours a week is going to give me a nice fat reserve of cash this summer. it is looking like 600/2wks 1200/mo. That is so killer money! I could pay my parents this summer! YAY! That is always a good thing. Then pay lotsa mosny on my car. That would be nice. Dedicate one check to my car after I get my new cell phone. I am going to be getting a Motorola V3 Razr with Cingular here soon. REAL soon. Like Between Monday and Wednesday, depending on when i get time :)... then again, i could have someone just go and do all that stuff for me... like on Monday. I DO plan on buying my Midwest Wireless contract on Monday after I get my check and some DVD-Rs. I need some badly! But, Since I will be getting paid again on the 20th, Ill pay my bills (i.e. car and insurance) with that check! It will be so awesome to have 1200 coming in a month. I NEED to get a checking account so I can have a debt card. It would be so much easier! Well, finals went well, its not like they wouldn't. I am only worried about Reading for college, that class was a bitch! I hate it with passion! I hope I got at least a D in ti cause I do not wanna take it over again! But i do have to re-do journalism again... so WTF am I supposed to do about it? I got a C in Bio and US history and maybe EngII, Health a B, D in Geometry, ? in Reading for college. Yup, thats right, I have no clue what I got on that damned thing. I should know by Tuesday though! I hope i did well. Summertime now, I there are two anthems this summer will represent "Love on My Mind" by Freemasons, and "Lose This Feeling" by Candee Jay. That is what I am listening to right now, CAndee Jay's Album "Electrifying." It is a good blend of music. I got a new monitor, a Dell 17" for free, and it is decent :) What else... Oh, here is an official Announcement reguarding my "album." I will be starting work on it sometime within the next week or two. So look forward to a bunch of new things on ACIDPlanet and a "bootleg" on Mininova. Ill be promoting the album throught the site and on forums that I am members too. That and I want to build a case from scratch. Get a plain baige case and mod it to my hearts desire. I am already shopping around for Orange paint :) Next I gotta find some Orange Cold Cathodes and LED fans. or something, cause I want this case to look uber cool! I plan on starting on that before the new stuff, so it will be before the end of July, cause I want to dedicate a month to the case and a month to the new songs. Well, on that note Peace!

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posted by DiZZY at 00:28 | link | 0 comments


The Feds, Work, School and Randomness

Why? Is it that bad? Well, aparently. for those of you who have been living under a rock the past 12 hours, EliteTorrents, the last place that was relibale is now shut down by our own government. How sad. They are too special interists. Now where am I going to get TV shows? God DAMN! TV is free over-the-air, so I see no problem using the internet as a big TiVO. They got too damn greedy too damn fast. AHHHHH!!! Anyway, I think I will have to find somewhere else. But I dont want to! And then Patriot, that great bill that was corrupt to begin with is going to be expanded and they, meaning the corrupt bastards who intorduces the expantion and want PATRIOT to live, want to invade your personal records with out your knowledge. The government is the terrorists, not the people who dislike it. Shifting gears so I dont become a suspected terrorist, Work is going great for me! It is so much easier then shoes! I pretty much just waste time. It is great! I get to watch DVDs, sell TVs and other electronics, spread knowledge, and do all that nifty stuff. I have sold alot of service plans too, which is always nice. Since school is almost over *yay!* I will be *hopefully* be working more than 28 hours a week. I need to start a checking account too. Cause then I can order things off the net easier. School, as I said, is almost over. I am not failing anything so i think I have survived another tortureous year. Sleeping in will be joyess. Well, i have been playing alot of Winning Eleven 8. It is a good futbol sim tht i picked up at Gamestop. It is good fun. i love it. Well, im tired, so... have a good one.

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For this last Update, I give you evil Monkey! Posted by Hello
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So here is a collection of Pics B.T. took of herself.
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So here is a collection of Pics B.T. took of herself.
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So here is a collection of Pics B.T. took of herself.
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So here is a collection of Pics B.T. took of herself. Posted by Hello
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B.T. and her vernturs of the FedEx Cult! Posted by Hello
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B.T. Assumes the Frog Position Posted by Hello
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The ent me a big box with only ONE box of shoes laces... box within a box... Posted by Hello
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Who is the new guy, honestly, I cant tell! Posted by Hello
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This kid is possesed! Posted by Hello
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Little Boy Weise... No, it is actually Kayla! Posted by Hello
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Geek Josh... Posted by Hello
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That is President Bush disected :) Posted by Hello
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